Who is Jacqueline Shadoff?

This is the story of how a lightworker’s LOWEST point in her life unlocked sacred spiritual gifts within her, leading her to guide and mentor other women on their own journeys of healing from narcissistic abuse.

Hi, I’m Jacqueline Shadoff, the founder of BeyondMagick.

I’m here to help women who have endured narcissistic abuse reclaim their power, heal deeply, and step into their highest potential. My work focuses on clearing the toxic patterns rooted in unresolved karma and trauma, empowering you to rise from the ashes like a phoenix and embrace the abundant, purposeful life you deserve. As a spiritual healer, lightworker, and guide, I am at my happiest when I help other beautiful souls experience profound transformations. My mission is to help you heal from the past, embrace your inner strength, and create a life filled with purpose, joy, and abundance.

My Journey

In 2023, my life completely shifted during what many call a “Dark Night of the Soul.” It was a time of deep struggle, but also the beginning of a transformation I didn’t know I needed.

For years, I had been in a toxic relationship that left me feeling small, disempowered, and questioning my worth. Like so many women, I held onto hope that things would improve, only to find myself stuck in an endless cycle of hurt. I finally decided to let go of a toxic, 9-year relationship with my ex-fiancé, which was a decision that took every ounce of courage I had. I hoped for a peaceful goodbye, but things escalated and I found myself fearing for my safety. Even though I made it out physically unharmed, the emotional scars were undeniable. Shortly after, I was diagnosed with PTSD, and my self-esteem was at an all-time low.

In my search for comfort, I entered another relationship too soon. A relationship that mirrored many of the same patterns. Instead of healing, I found myself in the same cycle all over again. What started with lovebombing quickly turned into control and criticism. It wasn’t long before I was discarded and I hit rock bottom, questioning everything about myself and my worth.

It was then that I realized that no one else could save me. I had to save myself.

I turned to therapy, which was a game-changer. My therapist helped me work through the trauma, but it was my dedication to my spiritual practices that truly brought me back to life. I became a certified Usui Ryoho Reiki Master and Reiki along with journaling, meditation, and shadow work became my foundation. I spent countless nights reflecting, healing, and diving deeper into my spiritual gifts.

It was during this time that I started receiving spiritual downloads and realized my ability to channel Light Language. These gifts came as I faced my pain head-on, peeling back all the layers of pain that came to surface and letting go of the toxic patterns I was so used to. Over time, I not only healed, but also discovered my life’s purpose: to help other women navigate their own healing journeys and reclaim their power.

Looking back, I see those difficult experiences as turning points. They showed me that while healing isn’t easy, it’s possible. If you’ve ever wondered, “Will I ever feel whole again?” I know you can. Healing is possible. It starts with choosing yourself, and while the journey may be challenging, it’s worth every step. Like a phoenix, you will rise from the ashes and realize your true power was always within you, and I would be honored to guide and support you along the way.

What We Do

I work with women who have endured the pain and confusion of narcissistic abuse who feel trapped in cycles of self-doubt, emotional exhaustion, and shattered confidence.

If you’ve experienced a relationship where love was conditional, manipulation was constant, and your sense of self slowly eroded, you’re not alone. Perhaps you struggle with breakups and emotional wounds that still haunt you and now carry the burden of low self-esteem and feelings of hopelessness. Maybe you’re dealing with some mental blocks and limiting beliefs about who you are and who you can become as a result. Maybe you’ve even started to wonder if you’ll ever feel whole again. If you’ve tried to move on, only to find yourself haunted by memories or drawn into similar toxic patterns, BeyondMagick is the perfect place for you to finally start healing.

I understand how isolating and overwhelming this journey can feel. Narcissistic abuse leaves wounds that go beyond the surface. They cut into your sense of worth, identity, and ability to trust yourself and these wounds can keep you stuck, reliving the same pain and questioning your purpose. Sometimes they leave you thinking that you’re broken and you are beyond repair.

But here’s the truth: You are not broken. You are not defined by what happened to you. Healing is Possible.

This is where I come in. I’m here to help you clear the toxic patterns left behind by the unresolved trauma and karma that’s holding you back. This will become the foundation for rebuilding your confidence and reconnecting with your inner strength. Together, we’ll navigate the path to healing so you can rise from the ashes of the past and step into a life filled with self-love, empowerment, and purpose.

Your healing starts here.

At BeyondMagick, I offer:

• Community Support: A free nurturing Facebook group where you’ll find connection, encouragement, and inspiration from women on similar journeys.
• Healing Membership Plan: Including Reiki, Light Language, crystal healing, sound healing, and chakra balancing to support deep spiritual renewal.
• The BeyondHealing Accelerator Program: A transformative 12-week journey designed to help women who are victims of narcissistic abuse to clear toxic patterns, challenge limiting beliefs, and unlock breakthrough moments.
• 1:1 Coaching and Mentorship: Tailored guidance to help you clear karmic imprints, discover your life purpose, and build a healthy relationship with yourself.

Why BeyondMagick is Different

Spiritual influencers tend to teach others that you can get anything you want with spells and that you need to hear tarot reading after tarot reading because “your ex will come back” or you “need to hear this important message on how to get to where you want to be.”

But these same influencers glamorize spirituality and turn it into something that feeds the ego. They tell you that you need all these crystals to heal and that you should get a tarot reading every single day. They tell you what you want to hear instead of healing your life difficulties at the source.

At BeyondMagick, we do things differently.

I don’t believe in selling tarot reading after tarot reading, and I don’t believe in trying to sell “spell casting services to remove a curse.” Don’t get me wrong, I love providing tarot reading services and casting spells, but if those things are the only things you are doing, you aren’t going to heal. You will be stuck in the same cycle of reliving the same karmic imprint over and over again. This is why it’s important to heal yourself at the source.

Spirituality isn’t about quick fixes, ego-driven rituals, or superficial tools. While crystals, spells, and tarot readings have their place, true transformation comes from healing at the root. I’m not here to offer temporary comfort and leave you stuck in the same karmic cycles.

I believe in empowering you to heal from within, addressing the source of your pain and clearing the karmic imprints that keep you stuck. My approach is grounded in integrity, compassion, and a deep commitment to your spiritual and emotional growth.

Ready to Begin Your Journey?

Your healing starts here. Let me show you how to reclaim your power, align with your soul’s purpose, and rise into the vibrant, empowered woman you’re meant to be.

BeyondMagick is proud to be a 100% Canadian woman-owned business.